Returning to the Roots.........

Its Time, I have been so out of it, that I started forgetting who and what I was and I am.

Its nice to know and to live the practical fact that when things move quite well then humans do forget to realize the time spent. Perception does start differing with people start feeling good of things and start taking decisions out of good things that he or she g

ets to see around himself or herself. Hurdles and obstacles start to look small when you have love around you ,your support and  guidance that stands hard and firm to give strength to you, that can break all walls named  obstacles and hurdles.

It’s a life that everybody needs and would like to be into. I feel proud and happy to be into it these days. But, Its Time that have superiority on each and everything in life. It takes life’s to different end with its rotating wheels that never stops no matter where it starts rolling.

I have been into quite a journey since my last post ,its almost a year of me back here. After Leaving Mumbai. For me it was time to be in Delhi. I was Happy as I got the chance to work near by my home.

Worked with two clients for a period a month or two ,was with iffco tokio and whirlpool. It was very helpful in terms of knowledge and experience. During this period I met a guy named Vimlesh.

Vimesh is very nice from heart and was there to help me out in each every circumstance .it was fun filled time spent being with him, he never ignored me of anything rather I saw a behaviour that made my real perception of him. His behaviour of sharing knowledge and happiness around him was something I really like and cherish. It was happy time spent being there at iffco tokio. I still have to pay him 200 and I will my friend.

It was last year  (2015) December and was very cold as it always be in Delhi  during Decembers. Temp was hitting 6-7 degrees. I was on bench during those days. I met my Sir who gave me training .He asked to come with him for Installation of new Production server and to migrate jobs from development server for new client ,it was whirlpool, I agreed upon it and joined whirlpool under him. There I met a manager under whom nobody would like to work ,may be because of her nature or may be because of  inaccessibility of reaching her in REAL as I see blockages because of it she never gets to hear the real message that the other person tries to pass on. It was the time that I really don’t want to remember because of people involved in it.

It was 3^rd or 4^th January 15 when I moved back to bench after completion of task in whirlpool. There I started getting news of next project in Kolkata. Gradually I was made part of it and was sent to Kolkata .But before that happened. I happened to meet three guys  …. Ankit Shrivastava, Nitin Kumar and Pratush Nautiyal.

Talking about Ankit Shrivastava  ,He is the one who carries 

smile with innocency talking all the time. He bears good 

knowledge and is very keen to know about things and equally 

desperate to resolve out things with proper solutions. 

His eagerness towards resolution of issues does gives me 

points to get learning’s from him. He’s real to Life and talks 

from heart with no manipulations. He does carrya child within 

himself.

I met Nitin Kumar the same day. Nitin is very real in terms of talks and in providing general opinions He is outspoken and talks crystal clear which sometimes hurts the listeners but listeners do feel good listening to him as he speaks truth. He have quality of being truthful to everyone and have one face for all. He likes to be with  friends and is there for all the plans with friends. He knows sharing happiness with everyone around  with feelings that are very real. Its nice to have such a friend.

I also met  Pratush Nautiyal(Naughty),guy who like to talk and sharing past experiences. I have seen his work dedication, as he used to reach office by 7 after travelling 30-40 km daily. Its almost impossible to do so in Delhi December  Cold. I liked the dedication he have for work and would like to inculcate the same within me.

It was 7^th jan when we were asked to move to Kolkata. Temp was hitting 6 degrees ,we (I and Nitin) boarded flight for Kolkata. It was warm there ,and it was that much warm that nitin had to take out the only jacket he was wearing ,we headed for our Hotel meanwhile on cab nitin kept chatting with driver. Kolkata was all dressed up with lights ,I was little confused of what was happening,Later I get to know that Park street is the prime area and is decorated every year during Christmas and New Year Eve.

Ankit was already there, Next day we all shifted to new Teams Guest house. The condition of guest house was not well but we were promised for renovation. Things did change gradually. Days passed,In guest house I met Yashwin Kotian , Himanshu Gupta and Kriti.

Yashwin is a mumbaikar, basically from Udupi(Manglore).It was nice to met a guy from south ,I had met him before too,but at that time I did not get time to know about him much. This Manglorian have lot of patience and will and can listen to somebody with real genuinety without getting frustrated if the talk does frustrates too. He is quite and big from heart. Its nice to be his friend.

Next I met was Himanshu Gupta. Gupta Ji is talented enough that anybody can see and observe .He is awesome in grasping knowledge and is very serious about his carrer. He does have a caring attitude towards others. But he is damn lazy ,that much lazy that he can sleeps with his formals on.

Shashikant patil joined us after few days. He is a mumbaikar who lives in New Delhi. He is very much dedicated towards his work by nature and is always available to help others. The best quality that he bears is of best Massager .He likes having things clear in his mind and when something gets stuck he fails to get out of it. Its nice to get massage from u frn….:-)J

Days started passing on with our work pressure started rising too with same quantity.

It was mid of Feb 2015,when we combinely decided to visit Mandarmoni. We arranged for a taxi to reach there, reaching there was also an adventurous task as our driver kept us awake all through out journey. Not because of his jokes but because of his never seen driving skills.

At last we reached the place. Mandarmoni  is a seaside village in Orrisa, developing well with increase in number of visitors day by day. I found it to be the serene and calm one if I compare it with my last experiences of Mumbai beaches .The time spent and the photos we took being there is the memorable part .We enjoyed while being there .Loved to see the beach with sun setting into it, it was an awesome scenic beauty that I saw after a quite long time. Sometimes it does take you  altogether to a different world when you give your time to yourself with things that make you think differently and let you loose. Moments that count are the only moments lived is what everybody should cherish for in their life. The bond between people generates with time spent together enjoying,  is the only bond that really unites them.

Next morning we left the place and visited Talsari beach .Talsari beach is a home of red crabs, the closer you move towards them they start hiding. Beach is unique of its kind. Loved being  there , After which we set our course back to home.

It was a fun filled trip ,will call a trip that might have ignited  a different level of bonding between all of us.

After we came back, dates for the delivery of project started coming close and we all started working till late evening. Some days we used to work till late night. It was all pressure enviro. Ankit used to make late night Lemon teas for everybody and to get that after a day full of work was so refreshing , everybody used to love that.

With the work pressure increasing day by day, It was getting difficult to cope up with the work and it was getting almost impossible to save our self. Then came our saviour Manesh Sir.

Manesh Sir is gem of a person. A mind that calculates the back story of output  before implementation. True warrior in terms of work, never likes to keep things unfinished .Never say no to any kind of work, may it easy or hard. He just likes to finish things. Always there to help with no , showing  off. The way he helps is like ,he opens his heart towards the person who is having a doubt and that makes the other person comfortable in asking doubt next time .When it comes to party he is there for it too. It’s really difficult for a person to have all of the qualities that he possesses. I had been hearing about him since I was in Mumbai, but could not get chance to talk to him by that time.

It’s awesome to have someone like him around. With his help and kindness in helping others, our project started coming on track. His involvement provided the much needed boost to the project. Our applications started to show effect and we started getting appreciations from  clients.

Days started moving fast ,and soon after that Kumar Gaurav joined the project too for the left modules that took off lately due to users delay. I knew Gaurav since Mumbai ,as I stayed with him in Mumbai Office guest house. He is someone who likes to talk and get to know about people. His eagerness to talk and to resolve things up is what everybody appreciates. He likes to party and enjoy the life to the fullest. He does have deep knowledge  about Hindu Muslim community and have views on them as he has inculcated that interest in him.

Then came Abhishek , he’s somebody whom I thought would leave us soon because of his lifestyle. We had been thinking  that he is gonna be very helpful to us and were hoping to get  help from him, but things did not move according to what we thought. Abhishek  who joined team computers was different than Abhishek now, though he is not good at many things but his dedication in small intervals did make us think good about him. He does have a heart that cares and is there for his friends at the time when they need them.

Things started moving with a pace that management required .

Then came the time for fun ,the late night parties at home were something that we all gonna miss. The dance of papita ,ankit shying to dance and himanshu ke tumhke were moments that we all gonna remember. Shashi was away from all these parties as everybody know’s where he was busy.

Suman and Subba Rao are the guys who joined us next in the project.

Suman a true Bengali guy.By name the meaning is flower and in reality he is like a flower. He loves to talk and gets involved in discussions very much. He is an emotional  guy, who will get into things and later regret being into it. We can call him the One Hand Coder as he likes coding with other hand holding his coffee mug. His interest for coffee is too much and the other interest is gonna end or it will remain forever?? if you getting what my point is…please do stop that .His presence does make things lively as before him we used to talk less and with him being there it was a matinee that used to run everyday..We Love You Suman!!!!!!!!!

Subba Rao joined team soon after. I liked to know that he wanted to interact but he did face difficulty in interaction as he is from south but later on he did started knowing people and interacting with them. It was pretty amazing to know that when somebody is interested in knowing you or getting involved with you, no matter what barriers come they never fail. Subba does have a heart of gold as he was always there with us for party ,and used to make and serve us with awesome food  on some days.

It was the month of November that I came back to Delhi as Project shifted back to Delhi and joined the work from here with lots of new joinees, We have been together since last year and I feel like it is the bonding that we have for generations and might never gonna end as our hearts are attached and our feelings for each other contains the real love.

Cheers for the bond that we have and the love that we share for each other.

We will keep rocking  with time and time again.

Luv you all.

A Note To Mumbai Frns!!!!

A Note To Mumbai Frns!!!!

Its been almost more than six months being here in Mumbai. And during this span , I have come across with some perception changing times that would have never come. If I would have been in Delhi. I appreciate my life for giving me that chance, which helped me in setting a perception that will help me in my future endeavours and will give me the required strength when I will be alone. It was a nice journey being here in Mumbai. I did wrote about my previous experience in my earlier note, but after that I saw a change culminating  from the  introspection that happened within me for the feelings that I  inculcated within me later on for this place, may be that came from the love that I got from my frns or may be its the love ,gesture and respect that this city have for others who visit. During the first two months I did face some difficulties in understanding ppl, I was not able to understand the kindness that ppl have as I was totally new to the place but things did change afterwards , and it happens when you are accepted by the ppl whr u stay .But for that u need to be polite and should understand and respect the feelings and culture of that place.

I did meet ppl here whom I never gonna forget, as they made my life easy here. My Office friends(Khadir Basha,Harshal Sonone,Shivani Deshpande,Nitin Surnar,Sushma Lakhan,Trupti Kadam,Nishant Nadkarni,Dattaram Dhuri,Himanshu Dalvi,Neha Dalvi,Bijal Patel,Ashwini Khandekar,Ranjan Poojary,Kiran Manohar Rode).I will be writing about them as I met them one by one.

It was morning of 17th april 2014 when my train reached andheri railway station,not knowing about where to go I just came out of station and was asking for auto to reach jogeshwari. Later on some rickshaw driver told me to go to east side and catch the auto. I did the same and got the auto.

I reached Office guest house in jogehswari, whr I saw a guy running for office, he asked me n my frn,"are u guys from delhi and wil u be joinn kandivali site" ,I said "yes".

He said, " I also work there"

Later on he informed me about the manager. He also told me to stay at guest house for the day and to join office from monday. I met him once again in the evening and I got to know his name. He is Khadeer Basha Shaik  one of my office mate. The guy with big heart ,whom everybody trust and loves to talk with. He have solutions to everybody problems and have this habit of never saying no to anyone for help. It was a nyc tym spent with him when I was in guest house, he likes to take care of everybody and never ever shows any kind of attitude. As I talked with him I got to know more about him and that raised the level of respect I had for him, he is a man who earned everything with his own strength and kind nature that he possess. I feel blessed to met such a person in my life.

And then on Monday I met everyone when I was called by my manager,It was kinda difficult to remember everybody name at that time but later on with days passed over ,I started remembering their name. It was Saikat Ghosh whose kt I was going to take.

Saikat Ghosh,A bengali guy married to a marathi girl ,very polite in nature and have dis habit of talking about life experiences. I believe he learned a lot while being in industry for some time.

Next guy whom I met was Harshal Sonone, guy whom I believe speaks straight from the heart and don’t have any false face. He is a realist and likes to go with the flow. As I believe ,he have his own standard of set work priorities that he will be going to follow in life. A guy whom u can trust and talk with. He was the one , who helped me out from the day saikat left MNM site. Although his height was a big concern for people sitting in his cubical....LOL. 
By that time I already started to mingle with people there. Next I met was Kiran Manohar Rode,who always seemed to me, very ambitious and optimistic. Always looking for options and keeping himself occupied is what he likes the most, as I believe. He have this 'go get and achieve' attitude that will definitely take him to heights where he really want to be. He does possess other talents too. if you are with him and talking , he would love to talk about his photography skills. But not like others who talks too much and in real are big fakes. On the contrary he does have gr8 hands on skills on camera. Not to forget about his love for snakes. I have seen his snaps catching snakes, don’t know much about how he generated that.

After around one and a half months,I actually started gaining confidence being in middle of everybody. By then a new girl joined MNM who was wrkin with some other client before, her name is Shivani Deshpande and fortunately she got a seat next to my cubical. After interacting with her, I found out that she is an interactive, fun loving and 'straight to talk with' girl. It was really a nyc time spent after that . Me, harshal, kiran and she always had some topic to talk on, whether it is work related or manager related and even sometimes we talk about things dat have no relevance at all,total Faltugiri i will say. if you guys remember the day when harshal put on that tissue paper on his face ....those were the moments well passed on...Being with her was fun. I hope harshal and kiran will understand me on that. The only fear she had was of Nilesh Borole if m not misspelling his name.

Few more days passed on and I started talking with other mates at MNM...came in contact with Nitin Surnar . A guy whom I believe is self sufficient and very much independent. He is the only one in the group with a personality wherein he can self custom himself whenever required. The most adaptable person to any situation .Matured and very understanding in nature.

In his cubical Trupti Kadam used to sit. Trupti is the girl of whom I guess everybody made fun of. Trupti lacked maturity as far as I believe. She is very nice and cute mamma girl. I guess she had been in under her parents luv shed for long and datsy ,she did not get chance to see much of outer world. As a person she likes to care everybody and wanted her to be cared of. Always famous for her laughing style.

Sushma , who used to sit in same cubical. She on the other hand is very matured in thinking and knows very well ,about how to deal with things. Sushma bears a character of a girl who is very self content in life. I found out that, she is very happy with the kind of work she gets and have seen her eagerness in performing tasks, very soft spoken by nature and very calm and composed girl. I have hardly seen her being present in any argument leaving that biscuit controversy. That too didn't last long ,after she took onus for everything.

It was around two months time of saikats leaving MNM. Ashwini shifted to my cubical as there was some work goin on, in her cubical. Ashwini is the girl whom I might remember for her self containment and for getting scared of things. A weak hearted girl who might fail to argue much and end up crying. Just an advice. Its a big world out der and to deal with it ,you need to be as tough as you can be. It was nyc time spent with you. I remember passing time with you playing bollywood/hollywood ,word games ...and I won it most of times.. he he..

Outside cabin ,Nishant ,Himanshu and Datta used to sit, will talk bout em one by one. Nishant aka Mr Nads was the guy whom I will remember for his Interacting skills and his conduct for others. He likes to take initiative for things and is really good at it. I cant forget about his GM mesgs dat he used to send, since the day I joined MNM. he likes to get in touch with ppl ,knowing them in and out and likes to inculcate those good things that he founds straight away.

Himanshu aka Lal the other guy who used to sit nxt to him, keeps a 'very eager to know things' kind of profile. Being there for that amount of tym, I felt and believed that he is the true maharashtrian and an orthodox one. He doesn’t like to take a single word on his culture and language and respect it with its highest level. He almost worships his culture and stay besides it and that’s a sign of a true soldier. I liked the way he devoted his full time and love, being in Ganesh utsav working there voluntarily. This shows the amount of love and respect he have for Lord Ganesha. I respect the respect he have for Lord Ganesha.

Datta Ram Dhuri aka dhurda-cont,this guy is the heart of the MNM group.His actions speaks and his words makes ppl roll on floor laughing.The comic sense that he have ,I dont think anybody in the group have that. He can make the most unlaughable line into a laughable one ,that's the kind of impact this guy have.Hats off to him for his comic sense. I might not meet any guy like him in my life. Talkin about his nature, he is very helpful but i did sense a kind of individualism in him but that wil not be of any concern to him by any chance. I hope you keep on making ppl laugh like u did to us. It was realy nyc tym spent, whter it was tanzania moment or trupti's sakarpuda speech ,or the song u invented 'per poora hai kaala,zinda hai jo ,murda kar de'or last but not the least the scuba king.It was realy fun tym spent with you.

 

Talking about Bijal,she is the most self convinced kinda girl.She have all the reasons to support herself that's kind of really good thing as u hv all ur ans.I did not get much time to get to know her personality, but I always felt like she's kind of tryn to protect her from being in ny kinda issue. And I will surely remember her for the movies that I got from her. She might not hv tym to watch movies but I must say, u should watch em ,u hv nyc stuff.

Neha was the other girl ,best frn of bijal.Sweet but not much of extrovert,likes to keep quite on things.I truly failed to get to know her much as she never gave a chance to make ny kind of judgemnt on her.Neha ,"start interacting" ,that is all I can say n write.U din bring modak on that day but the nxt tym I wil b in Mumbai I m def gonna bring some sweet..and i no u will like it.

Last but not the least my MDW Support Partner,so my frn when's the server gonna crash..kuch kar bhai ...need a big dhamaka...server ke saath chotey ko bhi uda.

Ranjan is a group guy.He loves to stay in a group.Really great in socializing with people and a guy who takes care of the wrk very seriously. He never lets any scope for any kind of fault to happen. You will never see him running away from the job given ,not to forget about his punctuality. It was nice working with you Friend.

 

At the end I wud like to say sorry for ny mistake made by me. I believe it was really a naaaice time spent being with you guys in Mumbai, a place that was not familiar to me but because of u guys..I might hv falen in love with Mumbai. I hope to see you guys in future too. Wish u all sorts of happiness…..

Love u all….

Live long

Make every moment count..

 

In search of life in Mumbai

In Search of Life in Mumbai

..life's ruining me, and the fact that I am not even worried about it ,is killing me from inside very badly. It feels like ,my world is changing very fast and I am submerging in the ignorance of my conceptual world. Its gradually becoming a nightmare for me. I don't see a ray of hope that can try to save me in this messed up life of mine. Glasses are still kept where they were two- three days back, cloths still needs to be washed and I am still waiting for nothing to put me in a situation where I can survive with full of happiness. Do I really need to struggle hard to get my happiness back.

Life's ready to teach me hard this time, am I ready to reach where its trying to take me. I see the change,  its very difficult to accept the changes but sometimes you don't have much options but to accept ,with what you are served. Options started shrinking slowly with each and every tick of clock.
Its the hard time of my life  I sense it, I feel it ,I see it,..
Here ,I am in Mumbai (The Financial capital of India) far from my home. Missing my home and my loving parents off course. After being here for a month now ,I have started realizing that how much I love my dad and mom. Missing them so badly...

Life in this metropolitan is running at a very high pace. Nobody's ready to look back ,nobody have enough tym to peek in some others life.Perception differs on a major scale as compared to the city where i lived so far.I saw people running to their offices every mornning and then heading straight back to their home in evening,they really dont have life after their work schedule.It feels to me like they have created their own prison of which they can never get out.
Talkin about the lifeline of mumbai(the local).The count of people travelling in local daily can cross a lakh or may be more.I would never recommend any one to travel in local as its too risky.I see people daily risking their lives just to move on in their lifes.They have adopted the culture of mumbai and they feel happy being in their own world.I have been traveling in local for over a month now.I met people who were very good at heart but they feels and believe that life can never be any better.They feel like ,that its the best form or the part in which they are involved right now.They have their set perception that might be killing them from inside but they believe it to be best way to live their life.They love what they have and i dont see the eagerness in their eyes to compete with their colleague.They are very self content in their lifes.The eagerness to indulge in adding on happiness in life is something that I never saw here.

I got the chance to see the other life that's on rise here, and that is the life of below poverty line people. If you are out in city then ,there are hundred percent chances that you will come across with at least fifteen-twenty real beggar's on street everyday and mumbaikars are ok with this kind of living, nothing has been done till now for them and will not be done in future too as nobody cares. They pass nights lying on pavements and pass their days begging on street.
Summing up in nutshell, Mumbai is a city where everybody's so busy in their life that they have forgotten to live their life with real happiness and the set perception of each and everybody is taking them to a place where humanity will be at risk.It will result in increasing the gap between the poor and rich.
I am still exploring places and people ...and I am hoping to get something that can really shock me and can make me realize that Mumbai is a place to live in.
hope I get enough evidence that can put me in a situation from where I can look at this city with the eyes that can satisfy my inner self.

Its all about U n ME | Avani Kartik - Wedding film by Megha R Israni

Boondein ye barish ki....

Boondein Ye Barish Ki....

Ye barish ki boondon ka hai nasha
Jo aaj hai mujhpe kuch chaya hua
Yeh tere pyar ki hai khusbu 
Jo aaj mujhpe hai chhai yun...

Tha mein tanha har pal,har waqt
Tujh bin paar kiya har dariya ,har darakht..
Thi tu kahan jab tha tanha mein yahan,
Jab kaate din aur raat mainey yahan aur wahan

Bhool jane ko chahta hai ye dil tujhe,
Phir na paney ko chahta hai ye dil tujhe..
Ab afsos kar pana, nai raha iske bus mein,
Jeena phir se chahta hai ye dil..

Kyun ye hawayein thame huy hai mujhe khud mein,
Kyun ye aaj rokk rahin hein mujhe mujhse..
Kyun mein bandha hua hun aaj bhi inn zanzeeron mein,
Jab raha nai tha kuch jeeney mein..

Phir uss mod pe khada dekh, apne aap ko,
Mehsoos kar inn hawaoon ke darmiyaan uss ehsaas ko,
Armaano mein ojhal hotey inn satrangi sapno mein,
Aaj phir jee lena chahta hai ye dil...

Ye barish ke boondon ka hai nasha
Jo aaj hai mujhpe kuch chaya hua
Yeh tere pyar ki hai khusbu 
Jo aaj mujhpe hai chhai yun...

 

 

Last Night!!!!!!

 

 

 

 

I woke up in the middle of the night because it was pouring out. The fire that we lighted before sleeping ,that's almost over .Lying in bed, I heard the stereophonic chorus of drips and drops hitting the ground, streams of water rolling off the corner of our roof, and splashes as car tires raced through puddles on the street in front of our house. They’re driving down our street in the middle of the night .I remember talking ...about the rain to one of my friend in the middle of the night.... it was a great conversation. 

 It was a full moon night and the rain was adding the required noise to it. Sitting alone in the night and watching rain in a full moon night was forcing me to think about my past. It was a moment that can't be described in words. The music of rain drops in that silent night was awesome. After about an hour or so rain stopped ,I saw the time it was already five in the morning within half an hour birds started coming out from their nests. The silence of night was over by now. It was all green and clear everywhere. I was able to see the real freshness. I really enjoyed the moment that I lived last night.

Christmas Night

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Its Christmas Eve ***********Happy I am***********

Christmas Eve has always been an important eve in my life, I really can’t put it aside. It always filled me with love and joy. I feel blessed having such good people around, helping and caring for me. It’s more or less like a gift I get every year in the month of December.

An Eve that rejuvenates me,

an Eve that brings feelings in me.

Feelings that make me believe in colors of life,

feelings that colors me from inside.

 

Its like a song that I get to hear on 25th dec eve every year, It makes me believe that I am living the life that is full of love and only love. No matter how much pain exist here, love always finds its path. Its like a truth that comes out in open every time breaking the clutches of lies. There is nothing that exist as pure as truth of love.

My idea of a Christmas night has always been having a lovely dinner and a long conversation with my family and it does happens most of the time. This time the conversation extended little longer. I went to drop my cousin and was back at around 1 am. I finished watching an amazing movie(music & lyrics)that I usually watch on every Christmas night ,It could have been "love actually" but this year I spared it for "music and lyrics" and now I am sitting on my terrace(after 3-4 failed attempts of trying to sleep),thinking about the love that really exist. It’s very difficult to get to the reality of what lies in everybody's heart but there is nobody on this planet who don’t have feelings containing love. When I look up, I see the stars shinning and twinkling. It seems like they are kind of agreeing with me.

Today, I don’t see the fog that I see every year on Christmas night, there is no fog around, last year it was dense and visibility was so low with temp recorded somewhere between 7-8 degree celsius. It was difficult to stand just for 5 min but today it’s so different, I can see stars twinkling with moon shinning with all its brightness. The weather is so cold and a chill breeze is blowing.

I really enjoyed my day. I will miss the time spent today. That’s all for this Christmas eve...tomorrow's a big day in office so it’s better I go and sleep.