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Sunday, June 29, 2014

In search of life in Mumbai

In Search of Life in Mumbai




..life's ruining me, and the fact that I am not even worried about it ,is killing me from inside very badly. It feels like ,my world is changing very fast and I am submerging in the ignorance of my conceptual world. Its gradually becoming a nightmare for me. I don't see a ray of hope that can try to save me in this messed up life of mine. Glasses are still kept where they were two- three days back, cloths still needs to be washed and I am still waiting for nothing to put me in a situation where I can survive with full of happiness. Do I really need to struggle hard to get my happiness back.

Life's ready to teach me hard this time, am I ready to reach where its trying to take me. I see the change,  its very difficult to accept the changes but sometimes you don't have much options but to accept ,with what you are served. Options started shrinking slowly with each and every tick of clock.
Its the hard time of my life  I sense it, I feel it ,I see it,..
Here ,I am in Mumbai (The Financial capital of India) far from my home. Missing my home and my loving parents off course. After being here for a month now ,I have started realizing that how much I love my dad and mom. Missing them so badly...

Life in this metropolitan is running at a very high pace. Nobody's ready to look back ,nobody have enough tym to peek in some others life.Perception differs on a major scale as compared to the city where i lived so far.I saw people running to their offices every mornning and then heading straight back to their home in evening,they really dont have life after their work schedule.It feels to me like they have created their own prison of which they can never get out.
Talkin about the lifeline of mumbai(the local).The count of people travelling in local daily can cross a lakh or may be more.I would never recommend any one to travel in local as its too risky.I see people daily risking their lives just to move on in their lifes.They have adopted the culture of mumbai and they feel happy being in their own world.I have been traveling in local for over a month now.I met people who were very good at heart but they feels and believe that life can never be any better.They feel like ,that its the best form or the part in which they are involved right now.They have their set perception that might be killing them from inside but they believe it to be best way to live their life.They love what they have and i dont see the eagerness in their eyes to compete with their colleague.They are very self content in their lifes.The eagerness to indulge in adding on happiness in life is something that I never saw here.

I got the chance to see the other life that's on rise here, and that is the life of below poverty line people. If you are out in city then ,there are hundred percent chances that you will come across with at least fifteen-twenty real beggar's on street everyday and mumbaikars are ok with this kind of living, nothing has been done till now for them and will not be done in future too as nobody cares. They pass nights lying on pavements and pass their days begging on street.
Summing up in nutshell, Mumbai is a city where everybody's so busy in their life that they have forgotten to live their life with real happiness and the set perception of each and everybody is taking them to a place where humanity will be at risk.It will result in increasing the gap between the poor and rich.
I am still exploring places and people ...and I am hoping to get something that can really shock me and can make me realize that Mumbai is a place to live in.
hope I get enough evidence that can put me in a situation from where I can look at this city with the eyes that can satisfy my inner self.