Life heading towards ????
Back after almost seven to eight months...there is lot to write. Its getting difficult to move with the smoothness with which I moved all throughout my past. I am amazed or rather shocked to see the time moving at a very unusual speed. Life's getting harder and harder, and people don't have much choices now but to move accordingly.
I left Convergys on 12th of may 2013 as I got the offer to join dell on 26th april same year. I was really happy about the offer that I got from Dell and was looking ahead. I joined Dell on 13th may and everything was going very smooth until the last day of my training. On the very last day of my training I and my batch mates were told to join a different process altogether with no training given for that process. It was shocking for me as I always thought that dell is a big brand and they cant even think of doing anything like this ,but in reality they were actually planning for it. I tried to reach the top level management and they told same thing. At last I joined that process for which I never got the training and as a result of it ,I started doing mistakes. I started looking for options in the market as I was not comfortable with what I was doing there.It was unexpected for me and just to be on secure side I needed a job so that I can shift. After around ten to fifteen days, I cracked the interview with team computers for software engineer position and that was the same day when I resigned from dell on a bad note. Before leaving dell I informed every one in human resource dept. about what is happening inside dell ,they tried to lure me with some other positions but I resisted in leaving Dell as the impression that dell had on my mind before joining dell was now washed away.it was really a bad experience ..
Apart from my office life their were other things that also took place in this part ...my friends engagement was one of the important occasion that took place on 12th may. Satnam's now engaged with a girl from lucknow. A celebration in a family gives pleasure to all the Members of the family. And being his Friend i also attended the occasion and shared the pleasure. I drew immense pleasure being there in his engagement. I was really happy seeing my friend getting engaged. he is getting married on 24th November this year.One of my other friend Alkesh is also now engaged and his marriage is scheduled on 19th of jan next year .
So the pace at which life is actually moving is that what i am not able to maintain it or i am not sufficient enough to think beyond my inner life that's also kind of messed up these days. Its really frustrating when you fail to perform for yourself and look for options that on the first place are not meant for the situation in which you are in today.
In this bad phase of my life the only time that I lived and cherished was when I visited my sisters place in karnaprayag. Karnaprayag is really a nice small town situated between mountains near badrinath and around 450 km away from New Delhi. I went there in the month September .The weather there was amazing and people were so helpful and kind.
I visited lord karn temple and saw the rock on which he did tapasya for many years. I really enjoyed being there ,environment was so serene, amazing people , different kinds of flowers with mountains surrounding the whole city..it was treat to watch such kind of place.
October is on now.. and I am still in process of questioning myself...... just waiting for an answer that can really help me ,in me moving in right direction. I hope this wait pays off and pays off well..
Back after almost seven to eight months...there is lot to write. Its getting difficult to move with the smoothness with which I moved all throughout my past. I am amazed or rather shocked to see the time moving at a very unusual speed. Life's getting harder and harder, and people don't have much choices now but to move accordingly.
I left Convergys on 12th of may 2013 as I got the offer to join dell on 26th april same year. I was really happy about the offer that I got from Dell and was looking ahead. I joined Dell on 13th may and everything was going very smooth until the last day of my training. On the very last day of my training I and my batch mates were told to join a different process altogether with no training given for that process. It was shocking for me as I always thought that dell is a big brand and they cant even think of doing anything like this ,but in reality they were actually planning for it. I tried to reach the top level management and they told same thing. At last I joined that process for which I never got the training and as a result of it ,I started doing mistakes. I started looking for options in the market as I was not comfortable with what I was doing there.It was unexpected for me and just to be on secure side I needed a job so that I can shift. After around ten to fifteen days, I cracked the interview with team computers for software engineer position and that was the same day when I resigned from dell on a bad note. Before leaving dell I informed every one in human resource dept. about what is happening inside dell ,they tried to lure me with some other positions but I resisted in leaving Dell as the impression that dell had on my mind before joining dell was now washed away.it was really a bad experience ..
Apart from my office life their were other things that also took place in this part ...my friends engagement was one of the important occasion that took place on 12th may. Satnam's now engaged with a girl from lucknow. A celebration in a family gives pleasure to all the Members of the family. And being his Friend i also attended the occasion and shared the pleasure. I drew immense pleasure being there in his engagement. I was really happy seeing my friend getting engaged. he is getting married on 24th November this year.One of my other friend Alkesh is also now engaged and his marriage is scheduled on 19th of jan next year .
So the pace at which life is actually moving is that what i am not able to maintain it or i am not sufficient enough to think beyond my inner life that's also kind of messed up these days. Its really frustrating when you fail to perform for yourself and look for options that on the first place are not meant for the situation in which you are in today.
In this bad phase of my life the only time that I lived and cherished was when I visited my sisters place in karnaprayag. Karnaprayag is really a nice small town situated between mountains near badrinath and around 450 km away from New Delhi. I went there in the month September .The weather there was amazing and people were so helpful and kind.
I visited lord karn temple and saw the rock on which he did tapasya for many years. I really enjoyed being there ,environment was so serene, amazing people , different kinds of flowers with mountains surrounding the whole city..it was treat to watch such kind of place.
October is on now.. and I am still in process of questioning myself...... just waiting for an answer that can really help me ,in me moving in right direction. I hope this wait pays off and pays off well..
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